If my MIGRAINE comes...

I got migraine when I was 15 years old,until today I am still having migraine. Doctor,sin sher and whatever method I tryed also can not cuied. I even admitted to the hospital 4 times. So now if the pain come I depend on my "cafergot"(very strong pain killer specially for migraine) the medicine will follow me wherever I go. Sometime the medicine can not work then I have to go to clinic to ask for jab. Not only pain.....

• I will vomit after taking the cafergot
• I hate light. I need air cond and quiet place
• I feel like going to "beng" the wall
• The pain come at least once a month
• If can I want to die,sometime the pain really can not tahan
• I really pray hard hope Johan will not have this pain

Johan admitted to SJMC

On Sunday morning (07 oct) Johan woke up and was not feeling well. He got a fever :( then as usual we give him the Paracetamol but after few hours his fever has not subside . We brought him to the clinic and doctor give him Voltaren (insert onto the rectum). This medicine brought down his fever in about 15 min . Then he starts to play with his cousins and then got tired he took a nap. About 6pm he woke up and his body was very heaty and he is shivering, I so scare and don't know what to do, we were at my mum's place and I saw him shivering then I cover him with blanket. I ask hubby to send him to SJMC cos his fever goes up to 40 degree C

We went to the emergency centre at SJMC. Johan was as so brave at the lab room and he never cry at all when they took blood from him for testing. We were worry it was "Dengue" fever. I really prayed hard hoping nothing happend to him. After the blood test result shown negative, we were totally relieved and the doctor allowed him to go home. At about 4 am he started to shiver again and his lip turn to purple color and both of us were very worried and immediate rushed him to SJMC again. I wonder why doctor don't want to admit him??? He said it may due to virus and ask us to monitor him for 3 days, if his fever goes up again then bath him. Oh!!!! my God I really don't know how to bath him when he got high fever???

Monday (08 oct) hubby took leave to take care Johan and I was back to work (cos I just started work, taking leave is not really ideal) and at about 11 am hubby call and said darling boy still high fever and he put the medicine for him. His fever comes every 7 hours after the medicine over and we still so worry then next day (09 oct) we bring to see his doctor (Doctor Foo) and admitted him. SJMC just like 5 star hotel, we spend 3 hours to wait for the bed, lucky Johan did not make noice.

3 days in SJMC his situation still the same, when he is ok he can do his coloring and play his toy happily but if his fever came he will be very weak. For me over night in the hospital is the most suffering task but I got no choice. Doctor does all the blood test and can not find what goes wrong to him? On 3rd day (11 oct) doctor said he can go home if we want but before he discharge his fever again up to 40 and we really don't know how but we still trust Lord that he can go home. Nurse are putting the last Voltren for him and reach home he is ok and thank God he no more fever.

One week did not go to school, Johan miss his teachers and friends so much. All my friend said he got the virus from daycare but I am not.

Aiyoyo...

As usual busy in the office. Suddently my phone rang....called from Little Oxford "Angie", oh my GOD don't tell me something happened to Johan. Teacher Angie said Johan fell down and knocked his forehead. He cried a while and his forehead had swelled a little . Oh....then I not that worry but my heart beat very fast leh. When I fetch him, he is not in pain anymore. I ask him how he did fall down? He said l run and I said cannot run in the daycare otherwise he may hurt other kid also. Then Johan said sorry mama. Be good and be careful ya darling boy.

No More Tears

This scenario me and hubby wait for 3 years and 7 months plus.
Last time:

• plan for his hair cut, normally will choose sunday morning.
• go and check the ah neh(barber) availability and no other customer in the barber shop. Because before he enter the shop he started to cry already.
• everything ready then carry Johan go in. Papa will take the sit and Johan will sit on papa's lap. Papa 2 hands "kiap" Johan, mama holding Johan's head and barber start to cut as fast as he cans.
• Johan getting bigger and we need to put on more energy. He cry and shout like nobody business. Whoever passed by thought what was happenning?
• he kick the barber and spitting him. We really sorry but he still charge us RM5, if he wants to charge us more we also don't mind.
• we bring him once to the saloon but can not, those saloon girl can not handle him so we still go back to the barber.
• that day bring him to the barber he so steadly walk in and ask him to sit he ok wor........finally! The ah neh also praise him. hahahahahaha
• after one month pre-school he really improved a lot. Thank God. Darling, keep it up.

Johansen 3year 7mths <07.09.07>

Weight : 20kgs
Height : 108cm

School & Daycare : Little Oxford (Kelana Mahkota)

Darling you are good after daycare life:

1. Drink milk from cup.
2. Stand and pee.
3. Eat steadily by yourselves.
4. Go to bed at 9pm.
5. Improved a lot in verbal communications.
6. Speak in full sentences.
7. Express himself.
8. Like to mix around.

Darling you are not good in:

1. Spent less time with us and try to be naughty in front of us.
2. Please take an afternoon nap at daycare if not you very "lau gai"
3. Over eating. Reach home roti,biscuit,cheese,apple juice and etc non stop put inside mouth.
4. Mood swing easily and don't want to listen to us.
5. Still have yet to show the liking to hold pen or pencil.

Overall Johansen is good. Give him and give us sometime. He will be better. God thank you for Johansen and pray that you will continue to guide him and bless him.Amen...

What A Suprise!!!

Over the weekend we were very worried about Johan, he cried again in the wee hours on Monday morning. Since he started going to daycare, most Sunday and Monday mid night he was having nightmare. Every Monday I need to get out from home 10 minutes earlier than usual in order for him to "lau kai". When he refused to get out from the car, I had to carry him to the daycare (I dreaded that because the daycare is inside the condominium if he don't walk then I have to carry him wearing my heels!. But very funny leh, on this week since Monday, he get down from my car himself and walk to the daycare. When reaching there he even said bye bye to me.....oh my GOD just one month he changed so much. Should I feel happy or sad? Johan good boy never said don't want go to school anymore or.... He no longer need my full time care? I know I should feel happy but I just don't want to face it. Darling boy, you are GOOD. Mama loves you.

Treasure To GAC 01.09.2007

We are allowed to bring our kid to work on saturday. So, I decided to bring Johan along to work. With his presence, surely I cannot fully concentrate on my work but I promised to bring him so I try my best. He was getting bored too soon, and I thought luckily I brought his favourite toy along but he does not want to play. He is aiming at my PC but can not -lah! I can not let him touch my PC. So, after an hour he started to said "I want to go home" hahahahaha I guessed so then I ask hubby to sent him back. At least he knew where I am working and how's my office looks liked .

I Am Quit!!!

I returned from 4 years full time motherhood into the working world. I am not happy as what everyone may think, my relative and friends thought I am bored to be a full time mum. Hello! I am not lah.....I enjoyed my best as a full time motherhood.

I knew there is no one I to put the blame except IOI (The developer). If not the landslide incident I may not need to come out to work again, Johan no need to go to daycare and suffered the nightmare. I don't like 9am-5.30pm jail life, I want to msn with my friends all day long, I got no choice.

Thank God I found a good daycare center, the teachers are very kind and friendly. Johan still not used to the life in day care center but he is getting better now. He is a good boy, stopped crying after one week, only "lau kite" do not want to go into the class, but after got in he ok. Our worry is that he does not take a afternoon nap there even though he is very sleppy. We knew that he still felt unsecure at the daycare center. Pray hard he will get use to it soon.

Thank God that he gave me a job so near to Johan daycare center. Before I decided to work I always give myself a lot of excuses such as if my office too far from the daycare center I afraid I will be late to work and this and that. But I think is my hubby praying very hard then God answer his prayer. My office and Johan's daycare center is just 5 minutes drive. What to do l have to work loh!!!!!!!

Thank God after 3 weeks I found myself able to cope with work. My past experience really helps and working spirit is back. "GAC Cargo System (M) Sdn Bhd" welcome me ya and I will know more about you.

New Life

Singapore 6-9th Jun 2007

Very Angry About Johan

Yesterday night when l was busy fixing my new modem, Johan don't how and why keep disturbing me. First time l feel so angry about him and bring him to the room and want him to say sorry and stop crying. Sure got pukul him la! And before bed time ask him to keep his toy he don't want and l put his toy into the rubbish bag and put it outside. He sure cry lah.... who will help him? His papa lah! middle of the night take the toy bag in. Darling boy, please be good ya. This morning wake up he says this to me "mama, don't worry". Alamak!

Happy Birthday To ME 29th May 2007

Happy Mother's Day

Darling boy, I am happy to be your mum. Love you forever.....God bless.

Happy Together

So SICK

Darling has no appetite for the past 3 days. At first l thought he does not like my cooking, then l never bother because if he feels hungry he will come to me. But l wonder why for whole afternoon he did not seem to be hungry. When we were on the way go to Klang he slept on my lap then l check his mouth...................oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!! Never have I seen before such a bad ulcer on his lips, no wonder he dosen't eat anything even I mention to give him his favourite "Mcdonald". We bought the ulcer oral medicine from phamacy to reduce the pain and get it better but dosen't seems to works on him. That night we really suffered, he cannot sleep at all, he cried and cried. He wants us to carry him all the way, goes down and up stairs, I really cannot tahan close my ear and sleep (am I a bad mum right!) Because he doesnt want me to carry, he wanted his dad so for that night my hubby only slept for a few hours. Johan slimed down within 2 days , we are so worry and wonder how to help him, we bring him to his favourite place Mutiara Damansara Tesco to buy him 3 small car then ask him to eat ais cream (so far he doesn't like to eat ice cream) . The next day we bring him to Ikea, he enjoy the Ikea Hot Dog so much, as long as he ate we no worry loh! His ulcer getting better but worse when he wake up from nap, he cry, cry and cry again................. Hope he can get better tommorrow if not we have to bring him to see Dr Foo at SJMC. Pray for Johan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE

Today is 7th day of Chinese New Year. Times fly Chinese New Year gonna to end soon. We went back to Batu Pahat on 3rd & 4th day of Chinese New Year. This trip we really make it, we manage to visit 5 houses on first day and 7 houses on second day (Great right!). This year meet a lot of pregnant mama and those girl girl & boy boy all big girl & big boy already. It is good to visit old friends and hope next year we can meet again. Sure la must praise a bit my darling boy cos he was been good boy for 2 days :) Without his coorperative we sure can not make it.

Neighbour!!!

After the landslide incident we move to one of my sister house at Kampung Melayu Subang. We got no other choice and pray that it is only 2 to 3 months. But now really pray hard that our new house at Aman Perdana will be ready as soon as possible. We hardly get a good neighbour, thought move to other place we may have a good neighbour but too bad here "lagi teruk". One family 5 person but they have 7-8 car cos they are operating car towing. This still ok block my way l just horn and they will remove their car. Chinese New Year is around the corner, do you know what they are doing at night? At first l thought they are BBQ what...... they are BBQ Bak Gua commercially for sale in front of their house. My hubby so angry cos he so sayang his car and our house full of Bak Gua smell. Even that, his car will have a layer of Bak Gua oil the next morning !!

Happy 3rd Birthday Johansen (07-02-07)

Birthday eve. Papa gave Johan a

Lego Helicopter as present.
Papa on leave and bring birthday boy

to Mid Valley Mega Kid.
Having lunch at Mcdonald and bought

a Tomy Police car for Johan.

SAD News

On 18th Nov 2006

1. IOI Developer said the land already discharged to MPSJ.
2. MPSJ said they have to wait for the report from JKR.
3. MPSJ provide low cost apartment to the victim but (1st month free rental,2nd month onwards we need to pay RM150 rental + water & electricity bill).The environment there not suitable for us and only 3 family move in.
4. No other compensations

As at today 04th Feb 2007

1. It was mention in the newspaper that we can move back to our house on April 2007.
2. But according to our committee member, we did not receive any notice date.
3. MPSJ refuse to show us the soil investigation report.
4. Too bad we still need to pay housing loan and we did not know when we can go back HOME.

What a SAD day 17th Nov 2006

What happened? Early in the morning my neighbour shouting outside to wake everybody up. Faster come out from the house, behind of our house gonna sink. I opened my kicthen door............"habis" why like that one?????

One of my neighbour house, theirs was even worsed. 15 houses moved out in 2 days .











Under repairing.