Friday, October 26, 2007

If my MIGRAINE comes...

I got migraine when I was 15 years old,until today I am still having migraine. Doctor,sin sher and whatever method I tryed also can not cuied. I even admitted to the hospital 4 times. So now if the pain come I depend on my "cafergot"(very strong pain killer specially for migraine) the medicine will follow me wherever I go. Sometime the medicine can not work then I have to go to clinic to ask for jab. Not only pain.....


  • I will vomit after taking the cafergot
  • I hate light. I need air cond and quiet place
  • I feel like going to "beng" the wall
  • The pain come at least once a month
  • If can I want to die,sometime the pain really can not tahan
  • I really pray hard hope Johan will not have this pain

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Johan admitted to SJMC


On Sunday morning (07 oct) Johan woke up and was not feeling well. He got a fever :( then as usual we give him the Paracetamol but after few hours his fever has not subside . We brought him to the clinic and doctor give him Voltaren (insert onto the rectum). This medicine brought down his fever in about 15 min . Then he starts to play with his cousins and then got tired he took a nap. About 6pm he woke up and his body was very heaty and he is shivering, I so scare and don't know what to do, we were at my mum's place and I saw him shivering then I cover him with blanket. I ask hubby to send him to SJMC cos his fever goes up to 40 degree C

We went to the emergency centre at SJMC. Johan was as so brave at the lab room and he never cry at all when they took blood from him for testing. We were worry it was "Dengue" fever. I really prayed hard hoping nothing happend to him. After the blood test result shown negative, we were totally relieved and the doctor allowed him to go home. At about 4 am he started to shiver again and his lip turn to purple color and both of us were very worried and immediate rushed him to SJMC again. I wonder why doctor don't want to admit him??? He said it may due to virus and ask us to monitor him for 3 days, if his fever goes up again then bath him. Oh!!!! my God I really don't know how to bath him when he got high fever???

Monday (08 oct) hubby took leave to take care Johan and I was back to work (cos I just started work, taking leave is not really ideal) and at about 11 am hubby call and said darling boy still high fever and he put the medicine for him. His fever comes every 7 hours after the medicine over and we still so worry then next day (09 oct) we bring to see his doctor (Doctor Foo) and admitted him. SJMC just like 5 star hotel, we spend 3 hours to wait for the bed, lucky Johan did not make noice.

3 days in SJMC his situation still the same, when he is ok he can do his coloring and play his toy happily but if his fever came he will be very weak. For me over night in the hospital is the most suffering task but I got no choice. Doctor does all the blood test and can not find what goes wrong to him? On 3rd day (11 oct) doctor said he can go home if we want but before he discharge his fever again up to 40 and we really don't know how but we still trust Lord that he can go home. Nurse are putting the last Voltren for him and reach home he is ok and thank God he no more fever.

One week did not go to school, Johan miss his teachers and friends so much. All my friend said he got the virus from daycare but I am not.